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Monday, August 29, 2005
Its kind of cliche but in life there are ups and downs. Juz not too long ago, it was one of my lowest point in JC life. Starting from last week, the whole episode on whether to go prom night has drained me. In the end, we could have saved everyone the agony by just not caring. We tried to persuade ppl to go not because we want them to go or else we will feel lonely. But rather its because we thot tt they didnt want to go cuz others were not gg but wanted to very much.
Morale was very low in that chatroom that night, then was raised by our optimistic view and agreement on how amazing the prom night will be without them afterall. And so it was decided, we handed in our order forms. Until i received a msg, i knew it was coming once the idea was mentioned. But i kept hope and faith that it will not happen. When i saw tt msg, my heart sank. I was utterly disappointed. We had all agreed to have fun together did we not? But dont get me wrong, i have nthg against that grp of ppl. For they were the ones who gave me my most enjoyable time here in AJ. I like all of them still.
Yup. In the end, everyone will be happier this way. No more burden on them. Good guys make mistakes too. I dont blame them, neither am i angry with them. Im just glad that all this shit has came to a conclusion.
YET throught it all, I remain optimistic that in the very end, everyone will leave without regrets. That in the future when we meet up again one fine day, we will remember nothing but the good memories that we hold dear in this place. The unpleasantness will only last this long but the beautiful memories are ours to keep.
Im looking forward to our trip to m'sia at the end of the year =) gO Go go gUys~!! I'll return to sch tmr feeling relieved that this is all over. Burden on my shoulder lifted. I'll go back feeling happy once again. Forgive all who have done wrong to me and start anew. Seeking reconcilliation with everybody. Hope they do likewise. Relax ppl! Life is too short to fret over such stuff =)
Quotes
"What of soul was left, I wonder, when the kissing had to stop?" - Robert Browning
"What profits the man who gains the world but loses his soul?"
“He that falls in love with himself will have no rivals.” ~Benjamin Franklin
Life can be tough, misery is optional.
“Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.” ~ Harry Potter
"Some people feel the rain, others just get wet" ~Bob Dylan
"Sex relieves tension - love causes it" ~Woody Allen
Soul meets soul on lovers lips
Be without a doubt
Love of my life
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